Chapter 65 ...Doubtfull...

Today was the first day of my internship. And i hated it. ok maybe not, maybe im overeacting, but i didnt like it. Giving bath to an olg woman didnt make me feel human at all, only nauseated. I know, im a horrible, awfull discusting person, but nursing its not for me. There are some thinks in this job that i dont wanna do ever again (im gonna do it tomorrow), but at the same i kinda know i have to. My parents would never support me if i changed course, wich is so uncool.
The worst part is... i already tought of it, a few times, and deep down i knew i coudnt keep pretending that i would love to nurse. Know im paying that mistake. Is it too late?