im tired of using this mask i've been wearing for a long time. Im tired of hidding my feelings in front everyone, look happy when im not, say good things to someone just to make him/her happy. im tired of waiting for someone i cant have. Im tired of my depersonalization, it sucks and its getting worst with time. cant wait for them to find a cure. In case you dont know, peopel that have this disorder cant really define they're feelings for something or someone and its really painfull, you dont know how much you like that person, you can only moove foorward with your instict. Today was one of the worst days since im here in leiria. I couldnt believe how stupid some people can get without realise how much they're hurting me.
Im loosing friends. thats the only explanation. I thought i had them in this new class, but i can only count on me. thats the real truth. A friend once told me that "people can change really fast without you knowing if they're still the same or they're just playing stupid and taking advantage of you".
now i know, you're right.
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Aww, it sounds so familiar.
But you need to be positive about it, no matter how hard it might be.
Ganbatte ! :]
Its not like youre losing friends, youre just having a hard time on getting new ones.
I cant agree with that friend of yours said since i dont think people change that easily/fast.
If that happens its because you didnt know that person as well as you thought you did :p
P.S - I edited my post cause i forgot to write some stuff xD
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